​Uh, uh, uh, uh
Blast off, I'm the neutron
I give one thing to two moms
And we form together like Voltron
But when they come through, I'm like hold on
I got work soon, so it'll have to wait
Creative thoughts, but it'll have to wait
I'll pay you back whenever I get paid
But I overslept, so I guess I'm late.
Fall back to sleepville
I am so sick that I need pills
And I'm lame as fuck like I need thrills
But my heart is numb like it got chills
Depression parties like it's mad real
Faded out just like a film reel
Gotta tell someone but it's no use
So I stay silent like I got hills
Daydreams become nightmares
But in them nightmares, I'm not scared
Because it seems fair that I live there
And I'm feeling feels but who really cares?
Not me, not you
Not them because I like you
Except nothing happened because I fucked up
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And I'm fucked up because I drink a lot
Didn't tell you though because I think a lot
Of what you're gonna say, please look away
I'm not the same that I was those days
Where we talked a lot and did things together
Like my mind's clear but it's not much better
You're a sweater and I'm cold, and it's sad, I can't let it go
One day I'll wake up
I'll see you and say hi.
You'll say hi back,
Quick smile and that's that.
I'm sorry that I'm like this
And I wish that I wasn't
Sometimes I dream of making you laugh